Oh Jia Bin

wads not mine will never be mine

2010-10-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

在我十三岁那年，我爱上了一个女孩子。她很特别。每当我和她在一起玩时，我会有一种说不出的感觉。当时，还小的我认为是她太可爱，我才会有这种感觉。
就这样日子一天一天的过了。到了十一月假期，我突然很想她。我正才知道我已经深深地爱上她。那说不出的感觉，应该就是爱。我回想，我以前一直欺负她，她会喜欢我吗？我很后悔我以前的所作所为。以前的我，爱打她的头。
每当我看见她，我会尽量找话题，尽量把我们的关系拉好。就这样，到了8月5日。我班一位朋友的生日，我请她来和我们已起玩。在地铁时。我在一次的作弄她，把她的电话那来玩。她扶着我的手，要我把电话换给她。我换了，她的手也放了。不过，这一下，扶着我的感觉真加了我的自信心。我不知道那来的用气，让我开口要她做我的女朋友。她用她那但纯又可爱的笑容，回答“不知道”。我闭着眼，扶起她的手。她没把我的手推开。不过，不到三个月，就应为她朋友，吵架，分手。在我打这些字时，我相信她已经彻底的望了我，不爱我了。永远爱她的我，会等

~

2010-10-02T09:05:00.001-07:00

when i'm gone,just carry on.. dont mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. just know that, i'm looking down on you smiling.. and i did not feel a thing. so baby dont feel my pain

Only Love

2010-09-20T03:14:00.001-07:00

Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give my dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do
That something only love can do...

diary stopped

2010-07-27T03:14:00.000-07:00

diary was burned completely... it stopped at26-july-10.

25/5/2010-13/6/2010

2010-06-12T22:34:00.000-07:00

back to post...not really in the mood to post anything...3 pluss need go work...cannot message you...you know i always give in to to you..why cant you just give in this one time.. you really changed alot...changed to the you i dont really like... can you try to change back for me? i know you will not...i'l wondering why am i writing this..nothing will cjhange after you read this... from 25 may...till now. i've never make you happy. not even once. maybe i'm just not worthy enough for you... you're keeping alot of thing to yourself...you just dont want to say.. am i just an invisible person to you?

you always make me think wad to say to you.... but your answer is always (orh) or (...).. wad to do? i'm just useless correct. not worthy enough... compared to __________...

2010-03-12T07:05:00.000-08:00

Back again...went for Arts Night...BORING!!!go park mac eat...play here and there then go home.
haix...i cant be jogging on the same spot...i have to move on...but can i? Things always dont go the way we want it to be.Life Sucks seriously...

...!...

2010-03-10T03:43:00.000-08:00

Haix...confused with my feelings now...now you tell me that you are lying to me when you like another person...should i be happy??, sad??...haix..nevermind...
today got Phycial Training... say i leg pain then no need run...then say i elbow pain but they dun belive...(cause thats my usual trick)..boring sia...tmr going to HEATS..hahas tcher ask me not to go but i insisted on going..nobody can change my mind when i want to do something..

HAIX

2010-03-08T03:57:00.000-08:00

told me you like another person...ask you about him, dun wan say... haix...failure...you did'nt even like me before larhs...just playing along whenever i say iloveyou..nevermind...cause i know its gonna happen soon cause its pretty obvious that you dont like me...sadded...tought you will like me someday somehow..?.nevermind...~Life sucks~

Lols

2010-03-07T00:00:00.001-08:00

Today morning wake up go katib bai bai...lols untill 2 pluss reach home...yesterday saw my old teacher(PE teacher)..when she 1st saw me , she was like...wah still underweight arh??then i said no....not underweight...just overtall...hahas..then go walk around J8 then go granny house..cause my coursin birthday...eat KFC and Pizza...then after awhile...call KOI..buy 9 Bubble Milk Tea and One Fresh Milk Tea ..then my aunt they all keep bluffing me...say the people come le..faster go out...then i left my phone in my aunt room...the KOI people keep calling then got 4 miss calls...then after that go down take the drinks..ask them why they never go up...they say bicycle cannot go...stupid people..zzz..
You asked for my number then you never message me?

2010-03-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

Went for the ICT lesson at about 2.30..?? then 3.30 go wait for yaowen and guojie while qide and shuan go change or something and longkai and cleavon go take ball..hong yuan came later...reach 603 at about 4.30..around there..then 5 go back school just to send her home...she lost her phone..so sad cannot message liao...lol. send her home liao then go eat with parents...then go wander around centre... haixx cannot message,MSM talk to her she also never reply then cannot call and chat...haix FUCK it lar..haix maybe its godwill...god wants to make me forget you..haix maybe its like wad you say...puppylove...feeling real sad now nevermind...tmr morning got weekend training siannn...

Cycling Again Haixx

2010-03-03T05:08:00.000-08:00

There you are...Cycling again leaving me all alone... haix... forget it.Talked to you for about 1 hour PlusPlus?? Kind of hope time will stop at there.That moment when you are talking to me...But i cant rite? i will be kind of selfish if i dont let you do wad you like.haixx...the time without you talking to me goes pass very slowly.forget it I will get used to it..Byes Iloveyou

stupid ICT test/Kbox

2010-02-26T20:34:00.000-08:00

lols...yesterday go for the ICT test untill about 5 pluss then go hub with QiDe,LongKai,HongYuan and Elizabeth...walk around there nothing to do then go find one place sit down...sit down liao show QiDe they all the picture, then they say tomboy tomboy...i chase them all the way to the bus 269 there...then msg Elizabeth say she bitch...then LongKai scold..lolss..after that, she CCA finish le..then i ask her want me to send her home anot..then she say dun want cause got people around her that dont noe me...lols...then i go home alone...reach home liao use computer awhile..then talk to her awhile..msg awhile then go sleep...lol Today got the sailing race...GOOD LUCK SAILORS!!!CHIIONG ARH!!hahas
QiDe they all go Kbox with Agnes they all...agnes dun let me go soo sad...haixx...going to eat liao...BYEBYE!!

New year?

2010-01-01T01:03:00.001-08:00

After chalet, meet my coursin at the wild wil wet there...
After awhile,saw donovan and chia ee walk pass..went in to the wild wild wet at about 9++? nobodys in there...went in to play..

Arhh god damn it ...dont fell like writing anymore somehow...BYE!

Musical

2009-12-15T23:29:00.000-08:00

lolzzz...i came to post to day because that bloody shu ping say i never update my blog one...lolzzz...
yesterday...got that musical shit thing...boring sia...waste my time waste my money oso...5 plus meet yao wen,qi de.shuan and keith at hubb...wanna go eat but no time...cuz qi de late...Dam late...saw ariel and clique...ariel say they one late...lolzzz...reach there about 7 plus...wait outside the jubilee hall awhile then can go in...go in that time got haze...then our school the people come in dance dance dance until i wan sleep...nothing to do then keep disturb suvene,shuping.edeline...(put my leg beside their face then ask them turn around) ... musical end liao then go KB mac eat...eat finish le then go home with shuan...reach home le sleeping that time go put my leg on my bro's bed...then he keep kick my leg away ... then i go wack him...kanna scold by my mother ... she very good to my biggest brother one...new nice things he take ... old useless thing we take...my brothers can go stay overnight chalet i cannot...last time she will say can... then the date of the chalet coming nearer liao then say cannot...this bloody computer,she put password...only my biggest brother and my mother know the password...if both of them go out like now, we cannot use computer...but today i dunn who on the guest account then i login to it... ANGRY...yesterday i take my pillow then go study room the sofa sleep...cold cold one...so suang...today oso sleeping study room... dont thing wrongly...not my mother ask one...is i wan go there sleep myself...haixxzzz...sian lar boring...go play PSP liao

Yoyozz

2009-10-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

Go school at around 7 today...very tired...go school do the stupid hair thing lol...ZHENG YUJIE!!! MY HAIR!!! stupid fishcake go style my hair untill so pain...lol...Yawn...boring...after school go mac...eat le play game...write one number on one peice of paper dun let other ppl see...then say 1-99...they cannot say the number u write on the paper...if say le them must eat one fries dip on curry sauce...the curry sauce got 8 packet of salt...last round.. they all sabo me...make me say the number 28...sua lo i eat...my turn to write...(11)...
GTG!!!@!@!@!

Cake?Face?

2009-09-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

hahas..today after school,go find aaron.Then saw ariel...She say she buy cake to celebrate chia ee birthday..Then we go buy the cake money all split..come back school go put cake in the fridge..go wait and wait and wait for chia ee..half an hour later chia ee then come out from higher chinese lesson..Go take the cake then put on the table..chia ee stand beside the cake..light the candle,clap,then blow the candles.wen feng go push the candles all the way in the cake then ask chia ee use mouth to take out the candle..stupid gal ask we all stand in front of her..i think she dunno ariel behind her..her head goes down and ariel press her head onto the cake..the cake come out wif her face funny*
!!after that go bullion park go see bike..after that go home!!

BlackShot!!

2009-06-25T13:34:00.000-07:00

hahas..never sleep till 1.30am..hungry..make bread eat..jiafu go out le..play monster hunter awhile then go use comp..play BlackShot till 4.30..sleep till 7.30

i din't know i still love you

2009-06-20T01:34:00.000-07:00

Some things are left undone, some words are left unsaid, some feelings are left unexpressed, but someone as sweet as you could never be left unmissed.Don't be like me..dont wait until it's too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care. Because when they're gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry, they won't hear you anymore. Love isn't a decision, it's a feeling. If we could decide who to love, then, life would be much simpler, but then less magical.

If now i reached for your hand , will u hold it ?
If now i hold out my arms, will u hug me ?
If now i go for your lips, will u kiss me ?
If now i capture ur heart , will u love me ??

Will you? Will you? Will you?

Stupid day

2009-06-20T01:14:00.003-07:00

Today whole day never talk to my mother bacause she took my fone the day before yesterday.tmr celebrating father's day..having BBQ at my grandparents house..dont feel like going..no fone!!..just now go jogging.. not i jog is my father..my coursin put alot of leaves on me leg..then i gentle hit her..then my mother say i 玩不起.stupid lar i oso not playing with her..lol.then walk to the car..my coursin behind me i dunno,go up the car then slammed the door..almost slammed my coursin hand..this time my mother say i never look behind before i close the door..everything my fault..she dun wan gimme back my fone then dont give loh BIG DEAL!!..i next time need stay back or wad no nid tell her..suck sia..

My phone!!!

2009-06-17T20:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning my father bring(ta pao) food back for us..Eat le then watch tv till 7 pluss..go downstairs the market eat..come back watch tv again..then my brother play songs..i go in take my fone then play also..then i stop le wan go bathe..i go in my room take clothes,i come out my mother take my fone..she come out with all kinds of reasons..she say i sit the sofa until lay down position..then she say i any how put my fone ..rubbish man..i put my fone outside because i listenin to music just now..she dunno any thing then any how take other people fone..sucks man..invate other people privicy..

Chalet!!!

2009-06-17T01:16:00.000-07:00

15 of june,we had a chalet...2am plus went to ahkor house..slack,play blackshot then sleep untill 8 plus..meet qide they all then go back ahkor house..chop the meat liao then go to the chalet..slipt two groups then take taxi..reach chalet around 1 plus..need to wait for one and a half hour before we can check in..go mac eat they ahkor qide and jeremy go NTUC buy butter eggs bread ETC..they come back they we go check in..check in le then go play something spin liao lose need to drink de..we drink fruit pounch..play half way qide break 2 glass..cannot play le..they call my parents ask them to let me stay..can stay le..sell the tickets..cum back eat then watch The Days..nice..play pocker awhile then go drink vodka mix with rebina and orange juice..Qide drink untill drunk..yujie bro cumming then ahkor nid hide..bring qide go hide oso..yujie bro gone le then we go back..sleep till 9 plus..eat then go wild wild wet..go there play untill 4 plus.go eat then go NTUC buy beer..buy 8 bottles..8 plus drink till 9 plus then go home wif jeremy..

DAM FUCKING

2009-06-11T01:40:00.000-07:00

FUCKING long never come blog le!!DAM FUCKED UP!!! DAM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO WONT LIKE ME!!FUCK!!!Forget it dont think about tat le...Forgetting her!!hahas.Yesterday 2.30am go down 7-11 buy food to eat...DAM hungry!!But just eat one breadand my brother buy the big gulp i drink half a bottle..hehe wan use comp...My Brother follow me back to my house downstairs then go out le...Siao one he say wan go swimming with his friends..On comp play Blackshot until 5.30am.Then go sleep.DAM TIRED!!Sleep until 10.30..Bring father go doctor..Sorry lye yee...never go the microsoft test..cheer up cheer up..If you keep on lyk tat , he will feel guilty de..Haixx going airport le..my aunt comming back from some part of china lar dunno whr..dun care..BYE

FUCKED UP KIA

Fucking Hellll

2009-04-14T04:46:00.000-07:00

WHICH IS BETTER MORE IMPORTANT?
Love or Trust?
- Love.

Brains or Beauty?
- Brains.

Relationship or Sex?
- Relationship.

Family or Friends
- Both (:

iPod or Cell Phone?
- IPOD.

Computer/TV?
- Both.

Food or Drink?
- Both la, then how to survive?

Coke or Pepsi?
- Breastmilk better.

Chocolate or Vanilla?
- Chocolate.

Double-Sided Tape or One-Sided Tape?
- Double side

Fucking Helll

2009-04-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

Q: Someone you know drops $10, but keeps walking. What would you do?
A: If close to tat guy then tell him or her...
A: Not close take and keep quiet...

Q: What’s your dream job?
A: Blowjob.

Q: What’s your favorite drink?
A: Breastmilk!

Q: What’s your favorite movie & why?
A: Fast And Furious 4.

Q: Who’s your BEST friend? (can only pick one!)
A: I have loads & I'm not saying it out.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A: No changing.

Q: Who, of all the people you know, do you wish that you were better friends with?
A: My normal friends

Q: What’s the one thing that you wish you could change about yourself?
A: Attutidue.

Q: What’s your favorite commercial?
A: The commercial i act.

Q: What color do you wish your eyes were?
A: Black!!!.

Q: What’s your favorite book?
A: None.

Q: If you had a son, what would you name him?
A: Doggie!

Q: If you had a daughter, what would you name her?
A: Doggier!

Q: Who’s your favorite relative, and why?
A: Cousins. Dunno.

Q: What’s your favorite holiday & why?
A: Chinese New Year!, here comes money! *Ka-chingg*

Q: Can you name 5 different Pokemons?
A: Dun play pokemons?

Q: Do you know anyone that CAN name 5 different Pokemons?
A: My friends dun play too.

Q: What’s one thing that you do that your parents wouldn't approve of?
A: Smoking.

Fucking Quiz

2009-04-14T04:28:00.000-07:00

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
My ASS!!JKJK

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
A fucker.As i am aways one.

3.Who is the last person you took a photo w/ ?
Noboby Hate to take pictuers.

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Yes , totally.

5.Would you ever donate blood ?
No.Got aids.

6.Have you ever had a bestfriend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yes lots.

7.Do you want someone dead?
Yes. Secret

8.What does your last text say ?
Secret

9.What are you thinking of right now ?
When this fucking quiz is going to finish.

10.Do you wish someone was w/ you right now ?
Yes. Not telling.

11.What time did you sleep last night ?
3 am, i guess

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
Top man

13.Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yes.

14.Who was the last person to text you ?
My mother. Haha

7/4/09

2009-04-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

Come back from sailing , dinner then come to comp le...lolzzz nothing to say lehs very tired want slp le .go watch tv awhile then slp bye!!

Today

2008-11-16T00:37:00.000-08:00

yozz back from post le...today arrzzz erm nth much to talk abt leh...today is the 3 day i never see my classmates...dam sain...ok lar my bro wanna use com le byezzz miss you forevar

From,
jiabin

School holiday!!!!results

2008-11-14T18:20:00.001-08:00

erm every year the school holiday rite i very happy 的 lorssss but this year....i almost cry...cus maybe u will not see ur good frenzz forever....thursday i think many people will cry lohsss...last year i go take the results with my bro,i step into the hall rite i saw people crying liao..arzz cannot use computer le...bye...and i wish ur teachers will smile at u when u take the result...

Post PSLE activity!!!!

2008-11-09T19:30:00.000-08:00

ROCK CLIMBING!!!!!

Last wednesday,my class went for rock climbing...A funny man briefed us before letting us put on the haness and helmet...My class is a split class which means EM2 and EM3...The EM3s climbed first while the EM2s play other games...When the
EM2 are done with the other games , we swap...

This boy in red begged us to let him down...he broke the rules and record...we are suppose to come down with our legs stright but this boy came down rock by rock

Survival Skills

2008-10-21T18:54:00.000-07:00

Survival Skills?? its quite fun cooking...but the rice we ate was abit hard...both me and linus did not bring any food on that day.Luckly there was a group of girls who bought more then enought food and gave us some... we though we are going to eat plain rice but the girls gave ur a can of sardines and sausages...we washed the tins and the wheat...then we add some water to the tins ad put the washed wheat on it...i like the stiring part...i dont like the washing of tins at the end because people like rachel splash soap on my uniform...i willl recommend my friends to the Survival Skills...thats about all bye??

AHHHPSLE

2008-09-23T19:12:00.000-07:00

PSLE is comming is nine days i am stressed up by my mother because she give me at lest one paper but i know that she did it for my own good.I think that PSLE is very important because its the first leaving school we ard taking in primary school.My target is just to pass and get in a sec school.I am trying to go to a school called Yishun Town.加油加油!! All the best to all primary six

2008-08-23T08:26:00.000-07:00

The right use of 999

2008-07-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

During the assembly, the police spoke to the school about the right use of 999. the police told us that 65% of the wrong use of 999are made by childrens at the age 7-12, thats means primary school childrens.i think that we should not call 999 when we dont need to do so.Sometimes other people may have emergancy and because of the wrong use of 999 they could not gei to the line with the police.

Food in our school canteen

2008-07-06T21:38:00.000-07:00

I like all the food in our school canteen except for stall four.The reason why i dont like the food in stall 4 is bacause there's once when i was going out with my friends,we ate in school before we go.Me,dicky and his friend ate curry chicken.Suddenly,dicky shouted.We when to him ang found a cockroach in the bowl of curry chicken.We wanted to go and complain but dicky refuse so we got no choice but to tell the uncle to be careful next time.Afther that day ,we never eat any food sold in that stall unless some of my friends eat.

FriendShip!!!

2008-04-15T19:10:00.000-07:00

My best friend is my grandparents previous neighbour.Back when i was in india,i knock onto a peice of thick glass an had a scar on my knee,he comforted he when i was on my way to the hospital.We used to jog together with his dog.Last time,he came to singapore to study but unfortunetly,he has to go back to china after one year.Everyear,december holiday,i wouldo china for a visi.there is once that i went to china and just than he came to singapore.When ireach i asked his grand parents where he was and i was shocked to hear that he was in singapore.We both wanted to surprise each other so we went without telling each other.

science centre

2008-04-01T19:16:00.000-07:00

We went to the science centre on Monday. It was quite fun. Many other groups did not manage to catch the fishes unlike our group. We caught 6 fishes of the same kind. we are asked to catch fishes ,dragonfly ,damselfly ,shrimps and take some plants from the ponds. One for my friend, Wei Long, tried very long just to get one dragonfly.
After that, we went back to examine the things we caught and we were asked to release the fishes as they were dying.

Sport Carnival 2008

2008-03-18T19:14:00.000-07:00

We went for the sport carnival 2008 on the last day of school in the last term.The primary 5 and 6 went to the swimming complex while the primary 3 and 4 went to the stadium.We waited quit long for the bus to come.We are the 2nd last class to leave school.

when we arrive at the swimming complex,my friends and i were very bored as we dont like to watch the competion.After a couple of minites,an announcement was made.The non-competers games is ready.I told my teacher that i want to go to the pool and my teacher agree to let me down.Before the game,we counted 10 students.But when we was about to jump down down,mr muzzafah count again and there was 14 students.4 of the students were asked to go to the ruby house.

After the game, i went to change.As i brought the wrong set of cloths,i change into the spare ruby P.E t-shirts that i brought.It was indeed a good and nice day for us. I belive that everyone had an nice morning there.My favourite part was the water polo because we had fun there...haha

My target settings

2008-03-04T17:50:00.000-08:00

I got 40 for my English,61 for Maths,68 for science and 52 for chinese in 2007.My target is to get 55 for my English,70 for both Maths and science and 60 for my chinese.

In oder to get 45,i think that i must pay attention in class,read more story books and do more revision at home.

I will do more revision at home for both Maths and science.I will do revision for my chinese at go for more tution class.

I will create a timetable for myself at home so that i can revision everyday.

2008-02-28T02:54:00.000-08:00

Hi i am OhJiabin from class 6.2 in anderson.My hobby is to go fishing with my father,go jogging with himand to collect these 2 pictures.I have strong interest in cars.My best friends in school is Ignatius Khoo Ding Ning,Alois Ng Mai Hui,Aaron Foo Jun Wei,Nicolas Lim Feng,Keanu Wee,Justin chang and Linus Lau Yong Lun.Thats about all for today goodbye!!!

Trip To The SMRT

2008-02-28T02:53:00.000-08:00

Hi i am back to post again...Yesterday, we went to the SMRT learning Journey...We took the trainto Marine Bay station.When we reached the station,the lady who guide us is very kind.After that,we took the train back to SMRT at City Hall.There's a quiz after that.They will give u a present if u are the first 5 person to complete the crossword.

Thank You And Farewell Mr Singh

2008-02-26T18:03:00.000-08:00

Dear Mr singh,

i heard that you are leaving anderson.Althought we felt sad,but we still think that you should go to the place that you are insterested in.Thank you for helping me when i need help.You had created a LMS that make all andersonian happy about it.When we compliant to you,you will aways spare some time to listen.I will definitely miss you and i think that every one will also miss you.I wish u good luck in ur studies and be a great principal.Your exist and dicipline had done much for us.Thank You And Farewell.

Your Sincerely,

Oh Jia Bin