Tuesday, October 12, 2010
就这样日子一天一天的过了。到了十一月假期，我突然很想她。我正才知道我已经深深地爱上她。那说不出的感觉， 应该就是爱。我回想，我以前一直欺负她，她会喜欢我吗？我很后悔我以前的所作所为。以前的我，爱打她的头。
每当我看见她，我会尽量找话题，尽量把我们的关系拉好。就这样，到了8月5日。我班一位朋友的生日，我请她来和我们已起玩。在地铁时。我在一次的作弄她，把她的电话那来玩。她扶着我的手，要我把电话换给她。我换了，她的手也放了。不过，这一下，扶着我的感觉真加了我的自信心。我不知道那来的用气，让我开口要她做我的女朋友。她用她那但纯又可爱的笑容，回答“不知道”。我闭着眼，扶起她的手。她没把我的手推开。不过，不到三个月，就应为她朋友，吵架，分手。在我打这些字时，我相信她已经彻底的望了我，不爱我了。永远爱她的我，会等
在我十三岁那年，我爱上了一个女孩子。她很特别。每当我和她在一起玩时，我会有一种说不出的感觉。当时，还小的我认为是她太可爱，我才会有这种感觉。
就这样日子一天一天的过了。到了十一月假期，我突然很想她。我正才知道我已经深深地爱上她。那说不出的感觉， 应该就是爱。我回想，我以前一直欺负她，她会喜欢我吗？我很后悔我以前的所作所为。以前的我，爱打她的头。
每当我看见她，我会尽量找话题，尽量把我们的关系拉好。就这样，到了8月5日。我班一位朋友的生日，我请她来和我们已起玩。在地铁时。我在一次的作弄她，把她的电话那来玩。她扶着我的手，要我把电话换给她。我换了，她的手也放了。不过，这一下，扶着我的感觉真加了我的自信心。我不知道那来的用气，让我开口要她做我的女朋友。她用她那但纯又可爱的笑容，回答“不知道”。我闭着眼，扶起她的手。她没把我的手推开。不过，不到三个月，就应为她朋友，吵架，分手。在我打这些字时，我相信她已经彻底的望了我，不爱我了。永远爱她的我，会等
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 10:25 PM
when i'm gone,just carry on.. dont mourn, rejoice everytime you hear the sound of my voice. just know that, i'm looking down on you smiling.. and i did not feel a thing. so baby dont feel my pain
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 9:05 AM
Monday, September 20, 2010
Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give my dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye
But only love can say
Try again to walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That something only love can do
That something only love can do...
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 3:14 AM
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
diary was burned completely... it stopped at26-july-10.
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 3:14 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
back to post...not really in the mood to post anything...3 pluss need go work...cannot message you...you know i always give in to to you..why cant you just give in this one time.. you really changed alot...changed to the you i dont really like... can you try to change back for me? i know you will not...i'l wondering why am i writing this..nothing will cjhange after you read this... from 25 may...till now. i've never make you happy. not even once. maybe i'm just not worthy enough for you... you're keeping alot of thing to yourself...you just dont want to say.. am i just an invisible person to you?
you always make me think wad to say to you.... but your answer is always (orh) or (...).. wad to do? i'm just useless correct. not worthy enough... compared to __________...
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 10:34 PM
Friday, March 12, 2010
Back again...went for Arts Night...BORING!!!go park mac eat...play here and there then go home.
haix...i cant be jogging on the same spot...i have to move on...but can i? Things always dont go the way we want it to be.Life Sucks seriously...
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 7:05 AM
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Haix...confused with my feelings now...now you tell me that you are lying to me when you like another person...should i be happy??, sad??...haix..nevermind...
today got Phycial Training... say i leg pain then no need run...then say i elbow pain but they dun belive...(cause thats my usual trick)..boring sia...tmr going to HEATS..hahas tcher ask me not to go but i insisted on going..nobody can change my mind when i want to do something..
inl0vewiitheu__x]# 3:43 AM
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